Tuesday, July 26, 2011

add this to the list...

of things i put off / avoid / procrastinate.

i was watching himym (how i met your mother for those of you who do more than watch tv all day) the other day, and ted mentioned that people from ohio deal with uncomfortable situations by avoiding them.  this made me think that lately, and always i suppose, this is me.

most of the things i avoid are fairly trivial and probably things that most of us avoid.  like laundry, going to the gym, cleaning the bathroom, going to the grocery store, and, obviously, writing in this blog.  but mayyyybe i'm also avoiding some more critical things in my life.  like how i should exploring this area more than i am.  like how i waited a whole week after moving here to drive my car anywhere by myself.  like how i still need to learn how to cook more than chicken breast and veggies.  like how i still don't have a job.  (although this isn't entirely my fault because i am interviewing / applying / whoring myself out on monster.com)

maybe i'm avoiding things because i'm waiting for something to happen.  something that will make a difference.   or maybe i should adopt lily's new york city attitude and face things head on and throw myself into the fray.

or maybe not.

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